Friday, April 10, 2009

A Decade


A whole decade. That's how old James is today. So here's a shout-out to James and his fantabulous birthday!

On the day you were born, I worked half a day. We went to the hospital about midnight or so. We nearly hit a cow that was loping down the service road.

Since the day you were born, you have been our social butterfly. You're always ready with a smile or a hug or an "I love you." You hate it when others are hurting. Even though you had only met your grandmother (my mother) once or twice, you screamed and cried and hung on to my leg until we allowed you to go to her funeral--in your shorts because we didn't have "church clothes." (We weren't planning on you going.) You were 5. You insisted on going up to the casket. You waved to her.

At age 3 or 4, we would walk around the Logan City Cemetary while waiting for John to get out of his preschool. One day you found a pinwheel on the ground. You carried it around for a while and when it was time to go, I told you to place it by someone's headstone. You chose a grave, knelt in front of the stone, placed the pinwheel next to it, then waved and said, "Bye!" and ran off. I'm certain that somewhere, someone was smiling through tears. I know I was.

You wear your heart on your sleeve. You love deeply and get hurt deeply. You love video games (what 10 year-old doesn't?), but you also love to read. You discovered the Harry Potter BOOKS this year. You are a true middle child--you're room's a HUGE mess and you leave a trail of stuff from the front door to your room every afternoon. You're easily frustrated, but quickly over it.

I think that's one of the things I love best about you, James. You never give up on people. You keep trying. And you're honest. When you haven't done the work, you say so--quite innocently and honestly. But you stand up for yourself when you need to.

Happy birthday, James. I love you. "Have I told you you're my favorite?"

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Menopause or Depression or Anxiety or...

what? I find myself more grumpy than usual. I don't like my students very much. I don't like my own children very much. I can't seem to get anything done. I'm behind on lesson plans. I don't want to clean my house. (Ok, that's nothing new, but I really can't get off my bum and do it.)

With everything going on, it wouldn't be a wonder if I were in a situational depression. But then again, it could be menopause too.

TMI Warning
I haven't had a period since last summer, although I had some spotting last month. I've had hot flashes and night sweats--except for last month when they stopped for a couple of weeks while I was spotting. I've got an appointment with my internist at the end of the month, but I'm going to call and see if they can work me in sooner. I don't like feeling like this. I take the dog for a walk every day, so I'm getting sunshine and exercise. I'm taking my vitamins and fish oil. I need to get my new thyroid prescription, so that's a possibility. And I've put myself on a diet--but not a YOU-HAVE-TO-LOSE-WEIGHT-NOW kind of diet. I weigh in tomorrow--so we'll see how I've done this week.
So...hoping to get this worked out quickly.

What Is Wrong With This Picture?

Can you tell what that is? It's frost. Stinkin' frost! On my windshield. Yesterday morning. Tuesday, April 7. In Texas. Now for all of you who live in the mountainous north or midwest or upstate New York, I apologize for my rant. I know you don't really feel sorry for me. But puh-leeze! The positive part of having moved back to Texas from the frozen Cache Valley of Utah was to have SPRING IN APRIL!

Ok, so I shouldn't get too upset. This was yesterday morning. By this afternoon--it was 83 degrees. Ahhhh...that's better. :-)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Conference Thoughts by James

At the end of the Sunday morning conference session, the choir sang "We Thank Thee, O God, For a Prophet." During the last verse, they showed various pictures of President Monson. The following whispered conversation took place:

James: Why are they showing pictures of President Monson?

Me: Well, why do you think they're showing pictures of President Monson during this song?

James: Because he's the prophet.

Me: Right.

James: They should be honoring President Hinckley.

Me: Why?

James: Because President Hinckley was AWESOME!

It's amazing what our children learn when we're not watching, isn't it? Yes, President Hinckley was awesome. President Monson is pretty awesome too.